I’ve fallen in love..
You know the feeling when all you want is to be the best version of yourself possible?
When you feel admired and feel safe in the presence of?
To want to change in order to be be more congruent?
So thankful to be in the world knowing them, even catching yourself out during the day with a gooby look on your face?
Desiring being able to give all you have to one person in order to grow?
To wake up knowing you’ll do whatever it takes to make them smile?
Ready to make a Life Long commitment that going back on is never going to be an option?
Yeah I know that feeling..
I never though I could experience such a thing with someone like this. I feel like I’ve known them forever but I guess true love, like many things is in the last place we look.
I realised more recently that what I wanted in a partner was opposite qualities of myself in order to balance me. In the process of being able to acknowledge differences, I noticed I too own those qualities for without being able to know them, I would not be able to recognise them. I then had a moment which forever would change my life..
If I was already everything I seeked, it actually meant I was free to love whoever I wanted whenever I wanted in real time because I no longer “needed” someone to complete me. I am complete and whole. Therefore what I was seeking isn’t even real so much as an unattainable check list of qualities to justify keeping people at a distance as they didn’t “Qualify” sheesh!!
At that moment I realised I’ve actually, finally fallen in love…
Who is this person I hear you ask?
Well.. It is myself and feeling genuinely beautiful from head to toe- Inside and out because of.
Who would of thought!
The only person I ever want to control.. The only person I will be able to be there for for the rest of my life, the only person who will always know how to make me happy and satisfy my every need.
Dam.. And I’ve spent so long doing all I could to avoid connecting to me too. I can only imagine all the great things I would of done for myself had I of only known rather than getting upset with a guy for not giving it to me. What an awesome opportunity to do so now..
Make sure your well is full and flowing.. Only then will you ever know what we have to offer others.
Much love beautiful ones.. And I do hope today, just may be the day you fall in love with someone pretty special too.